Caitlin, 31, she/her, NTX, straight edge, core kid
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Caitlin, 31, she/her, NTX, straight edge, core kid
Check out my About Me page!
I’ve learned
You get when you give
You burn when you settle
Truth hurts
You can cover your eyes
It won’t make it better
So don’t you hold me if you don’t wanna know me
Don’t you play dumb when I see what you run from
Cause every time I wake up
I’m waiting for a miracle
And maybe when the night comes
I’ll find you in another world
So how do I live in a dreamstate?
When nothing is real when I’m awake
The sun rises but I know I’m afraid
I’m living in a dreamstate
one thing i never get tired of in songs is when they include some sounds from the recording booth like a laugh at the end, a ‘was that good?’ or like, the sounds of the guitar being put down, a chair creaking. it’s nice how music can be used as an escape but also something that ties you right back down to earth. it will affect you so deeply & then ur like wow… you just played that. it’s grounding & magical & just one of my fave things ever!
Well damn if I’m not perfect
Guess I’ve never thought that’d make me fucking worthless
How am I the enemy?
Am I to show you what that really means?
When it all comes down
Ain’t nobody cares if they’re free
We are distracted, intangible freaks
Spilling blood at the first sign of jealousy
Cruel satisfaction
A vile fantasy
Couldn’t do enough
Drag me through the mud
You left me out to rot
Well, this ain’t over, baby, oh
Hello, goodbye
We rise from the ashes
Phoenix in flight
Godblast guiding us
Through the night
We’ll find our way
got tagged a while ago (sorry!) by @piratebay (thank you! ☺️)
shuffle your "on repeat playlist" and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people!
tagging: @plague-of-nice @nutrientbroth @fujimen @pupuseriazag @manaosdeuwu and @thedevotionaltour!
thanks for tagging me, Jen <3
this is gonna get really weird bc lately I've been listening to some uhhhhh pretty questionable music
it physically hurts to look at that list. I'm still gonna tag 10 people tho: @szkieleton @smoothedsmoothie @cononeillbreastingboobily @trupowieszcz @trixibebe @linellin @thirstyforred @tangomagnolija @sararaiden @visualc--x32redistributable
I'm so late for this I'm so sorry, but thank you a bunch @fujimen ^^
what a mess lmao :D I won't tag 10 people but I do be tagging: @ariesfaeries @watasemasaru @unhingedselfships @ji-woonhaksslut you know the drill, no pressure ♥
Thank you for tagging me @trixibebe!! ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა
Tagging!!: @supernovamelodies @pubbiegf @starssystem @woundedheartwithin you guys can give it a go if you want! (๑•ᴗ•๑)♡
Thanks so much for the tag, Mimi! Edit: because I’m dumb and reblogged this to the wrong damn blog, just pretend @woundedheartwithin did this -_-
The first 10 songs on my On Repeat playlist after shuffling huh. Welp…
The Void by Spiritbox
[re]connect by Veil of Maya
Soak Me in Bleach by The Amity Affliction
Beautiful Things by Kimura Takuya
Poison by My City, My Secret
Granite by Sleep Token
Eternal Blue by Spiritbox
Artificial Dose by Veil of Maya
Soulless Existence by Lorna Shore
Wow, one of these things is NOT like the others lmao. Anyway I’m so ashamed my favorite band isn’t even on here 😭
I’ll tag @sunlightfeeling @jessiesjaded @ornstein @castershellwrites @savage-rhi @astrandofgold and anyone else who wants to do it (if y’all want to of course)!!
This is still life
Make it mine
I used to do it all the time
Dust off your shoulders through it
Yeah this is still life
Make it mine
I used to do it all the time
Sick of living low
I’ve gotta let the feeling go
Sick of living low
I’ve gotta pick me off the floor
A hidden sign amidst the cold
A serpent’s eye
With grinning teeth beneath it
A cold surprise you won’t deny
You pay the price and keep it
I sold a lie amidst the cold
A sudden cry
I sold a lie amidst the cold
Running high
Grit your teeth and bear it
A faint surprise, overtly bold
Stand your ground and mean it
I sold a lie amidst the cold
Running high